Comments on: CPS - crock of sh*t http://www.joepeters.co.uk/2008/09/12/cps-crock-of-sht/ Tue, 07 Sep 2010 10:08:05 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.6 By: Private writer http://www.joepeters.co.uk/2008/09/12/cps-crock-of-sht/#comment-1914 Private writer Wed, 10 Jun 2009 15:58:56 +0000 http://www.joepeters.co.uk/?p=317#comment-1914 Im only young too and i have also been thrown abuse not as bad as joes or this lady, but i was sexualy assulted when i was a young girl by my grandad and even today saying it i feel disgusted, i kept it quit for many years but one day just came out with it, i felt better and i felt like i never have to see the **** again, after i told my family all of the little things that i had done over the yeares stared to click together, like when i was only 5 and i was screaming on the ebd not wanting to go but no one understood why i didnt! but i dnt blame anyone but that one man ... i am very sad couse i dnt ever get to see my nan anymore because i went to the police and she chose his side which for many years i resented but in a way i understand why she did. Im a very happy and have a wonderfull life away from all that now so i do kinder unstand how you feel x Im only young too and i have also been thrown abuse not as bad as joes or this lady, but i was sexualy assulted when i was a young girl by my grandad and even today saying it i feel disgusted, i kept it quit for many years but one day just came out with it, i felt better and i felt like i never have to see the **** again, after i told my family all of the little things that i had done over the yeares stared to click together, like when i was only 5 and i was screaming on the ebd not wanting to go but no one understood why i didnt! but i dnt blame anyone but that one man … i am very sad couse i dnt ever get to see my nan anymore because i went to the police and she chose his side which for many years i resented but in a way i understand why she did. Im a very happy and have a wonderfull life away from all that now so i do kinder unstand how you feel x

]]> By: Emily http://www.joepeters.co.uk/2008/09/12/cps-crock-of-sht/#comment-1910 Emily Tue, 09 Jun 2009 21:10:05 +0000 http://www.joepeters.co.uk/?p=317#comment-1910 I am so shocked to hear of your stories and just finished Joe Peters books. I was sexually, mentally and physically abused by my father. My earliest memory was when i was 7 years old, and this was full penetration. The sad thing is my father went to prison many years ago for breaking into a house through the window where a 15 year old girl was asleep, my dad then got into the bed with his trousers down and tried to kiss her. He was sentenced for 18 months and was a risk to me and my brother at the time. The social workers where about, and i was only 4 years old. Yet, the social must have agreed to believe it was now safe for us to live with our dad after his time in prison. Ridiculous, as they fail to notice they he was controlling us, brainwashing my mother and beat us constantly. If they had recognized my dad to be an absolute evil man then maybe i wouldn't have had horrific childhood. I still believe to this day though that God should have saved me. As i prayed for his help nearly every night. No one should ever have to go through any abuse. I believe all abusers should be hanged. I will live on though in happiness. I am so shocked to hear of your stories and just finished Joe Peters books. I was sexually, mentally and physically abused by my father. My earliest memory was when i was 7 years old, and this was full penetration. The sad thing is my father went to prison many years ago for breaking into a house through the window where a 15 year old girl was asleep, my dad then got into the bed with his trousers down and tried to kiss her. He was sentenced for 18 months and was a risk to me and my brother at the time. The social workers where about, and i was only 4 years old. Yet, the social must have agreed to believe it was now safe for us to live with our dad after his time in prison. Ridiculous, as they fail to notice they he was controlling us, brainwashing my mother and beat us constantly. If they had recognized my dad to be an absolute evil man then maybe i wouldn’t have had horrific childhood.

I still believe to this day though that God should have saved me. As i prayed for his help nearly every night.

No one should ever have to go through any abuse. I believe all abusers should be hanged.

I will live on though in happiness.

]]> By: sam http://www.joepeters.co.uk/2008/09/12/cps-crock-of-sht/#comment-69 sam Sun, 14 Sep 2008 01:47:56 +0000 http://www.joepeters.co.uk/?p=317#comment-69 i have tired to post her b4, to no avial. my pc skills i guess? i have read so many stories that touch my inner core, n dispite my own story, do u know what sickens me the most? that we still live in a blind society, we can tell our stories hopeing that maybe this one will do the trick, n that our journey will be the one that, told will save others. i soooooo wish that were true. i hope to have the determination to tell mine in the same hope, but i fear that unless we as society open our blind, ignorant eyes n face reality then nothing will change. i will tell mine a million times over for just one child, because i raisechildren, and i long for that day that there society is a safe one. i am engulfed by my own story, and as i learn my path of birth (adoptee) i learn of abuse, where do i turn? not to the past of what i can not change, but that of the furture, the one i raise my kids in, the one that all my tears are worth sharing if it will do ne good? I wont be a satistic, i wont b a victim, but i will b who i am, i will say **** ****! lol it has to change n its about time that things did. surly we a ppl who know thogether can help that happen? surly we can teach the ignorant? surly we can make our tears count??? well i live in hope, n will do what i can to make my story a better one for my kids to tell! xxx i have tired to post her b4, to no avial. my pc skills i guess?
i have read so many stories that touch my inner core, n dispite my own story, do u know what sickens me the most?
that we still live in a blind society, we can tell our stories hopeing that maybe this one will do the trick, n that our journey will be the one that, told will save others. i soooooo wish that were true.
i hope to have the determination to tell mine in the same hope, but i fear that unless we as society open our blind, ignorant eyes n face reality then nothing will change.
i will tell mine a million times over for just one child, because i raisechildren, and i long for that day that there society is a safe one.
i am engulfed by my own story, and as i learn my path of birth (adoptee) i learn of abuse, where do i turn?
not to the past of what i can not change, but that of the furture, the one i raise my kids in, the one that all my tears are worth sharing if it will do ne good?
I wont be a satistic, i wont b a victim, but i will b who i am, i will say **** ****! lol
it has to change n its about time that things did. surly we a ppl who know thogether can help that happen? surly we can teach the ignorant? surly we can make our tears count???
well i live in hope, n will do what i can to make my story a better one for my kids to tell!
xxx

]]> By: saminy http://www.joepeters.co.uk/2008/09/12/cps-crock-of-sht/#comment-68 saminy Sun, 14 Sep 2008 01:22:45 +0000 http://www.joepeters.co.uk/?p=317#comment-68 i read so many stories that grip my very core, n i wish that i have the determination to tell mine as is, yet, i feel even now in my 30's to protect, not my story, but those who are innocent in my story, those who did not know to tell and those who now would do anything to change the past. yes, i am, apparently a victim. i went thro, adoption, racisum,domestic violence, rape and abuse,a murder,even watched a plane crash in scarborough beach, back in the day,and my own misfortune of picking the sterityped boyfriend, but do you know what all this has taught me?? Mine is not the only story to b told, mine is not the worsed by far, but do you know what is? its the story that it still goes on, even today,there kids out there sufering +he ppl who are meant to help, are the ones that are abusing ther trust! I feel, and believ as many before me have done, that the only way too show todays society, is to be true, throwthe facts in there faces, the same faces that can not deal with the truth, that unless there is somewhere for these childern to turn to, without judgemant, nothihng will change. if that means that a million ppl like me have to tell theres to stop another, then i will tell mine.a million times over! i am a mum, of 3 beautiful kids, n i will do everything in my ability to prevent this world from becoming ignorant. its the future i raise my kids to be part of!! i am,what i would like to say,i am a surviver, whatever that means im meecause life has made me that way. and im not a bad person by far.! lol i am who i am because...... i know no different...... i love my kids n would kill before ne one ever....... i am who i am, a mum, plain n simple, 1st n fore most, and u know what, i would tell on the world if it meant my kids, n yours, grow up in an aware n safe society, would'nt you??? sorry bout typin errors, i just want to do what i can, it, to me would make what ive gone thro, mean atlestsomething. FULL STOP...... only it never is, which is why WE need to change that! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx i read so many stories that grip my very core, n i wish that i have the determination to tell mine as is, yet, i feel even now in my 30’s to protect, not my story, but those who are innocent in my story, those who did not know to tell and those who now would do anything to change the past.
yes, i am, apparently a victim. i went thro, adoption, racisum,domestic violence, rape and abuse,a murder,even watched a plane crash in scarborough beach, back in the day,and my own misfortune of picking the sterityped boyfriend,
but do you know what all this has taught me??
Mine is not the only story to b told, mine is not the worsed by far, but do you know what is? its the story that it still goes on, even today,there kids out there sufering +he ppl who are meant to help, are the ones that are abusing ther trust!
I feel, and believ as many before me have done, that the only way too show todays society, is to be true, throwthe facts in there faces, the same faces that can not deal with the truth, that unless there is somewhere for these childern to turn to, without judgemant, nothihng will change. if that means that a million ppl like me have to tell theres to stop another, then i will tell mine.a million times over!
i am a mum, of 3 beautiful kids, n i will do everything in my ability to prevent this world from becoming ignorant. its the future i raise my kids to be part of!!
i am,what i would like to say,i am a surviver, whatever that means im meecause life has made me that way. and im not a bad person by far.! lol
i am who i am because……
i know no different……
i love my kids n would kill before ne one ever…….
i am who i am, a mum, plain n simple, 1st n fore most, and u know what, i would tell on the world if it meant my kids, n yours, grow up in an aware n safe society, would’nt you???
sorry bout typin errors,
i just want to do what i can, it, to me would make what ive gone thro, mean atlestsomething.
FULL STOP…… only it never is, which is why WE need to change that!
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